So I just watched Gifted which was both the BEST and a HORRIBLE MISTAKE
because I had to pause it numerous times just to like… let the Chris feelz ebb a little. Like. Fuck man.
And also. I now really need a proper Gifted Stucky AU. There’s Gifted Frank/Bucky AU but I haven’t found a Gifted Stucky AU.
But I have OTHER FICS I NEED TO WORK ON FIRST FUCK
But… Stucky Gifted AU….
so. I wanna post my HTP fic that I wrote… because… IDK, I am weirdly proud of it.
But I am also SO ASHAMED because it’s pretty heavy stuff (for me) and I don’t want people to know it’s me. Or more importantly, I’m scared of the judgement I will get for it.
And like, I typically don’t write heavy shit like that. And I don’t want people to not read any more of my stuff because they’re like “aw shit, she wrote that horrible thing” because… that’s a thing I inadvertently do.
IDK. *hums and haws*
HANNAH. GET OFF TUMBLR AND GO WRITE.
i just Cannot deal w/ gritty edgy Ultimately There Is No Hope And Everything Is Shit type of plots like my mood and morale are already low as is in real life and i don’t.. need the fiction i consume often to cope to be that disheartening? idk like. i just can’t do it anymore. i can’t put myself through it. i know it’s Not That Deep but also i just love.. corny cliché Hope Wins types of stories? it’s not even corny or cliché to me? it’s just. cathartic.
We all have that one fic that we were so excited to write, that we had a wonderful time writing, that we are really proud of….and it doesn’t get any attention.
Raise a glass to all those fics that didn’t find their audience.
And then take like, four years to fix them?
That’s a thing.
I just wrote some really heavy shit.
I need a drink.
And some fluff, STAT.
Hey, writeblr?
I know a lot of us love and relate to the, “omg, I’m a gremlin who never writes and only produces weird trash” memes. But remember that you’re allowed to like your writing.
You’re allowed to love your writing. You’re allowed to be unabashedly excited to work, and share, and come up with new ideas. You’re allowed to be proud of your work and your craft.
It doesn’t always have to be memes about how much writing sucks and, “ugh, why do I even do this?”
You’re allowed to be proud of yourself.
So I know this is super unlikely to find anyone given I’m a nobody currently… But I’m looking for a beta reader for a TJ Hammond x Steve x Bucky fic.
It’s currently at 10k, and I expect it will be 30-40k.
I’m looking for any form of beta reader, whether it be to check writing style, characterisation, and even basic word use.
I know it’s unlikely but it’s worth asking the universe, right? 😅
I read so much gay fanfiction that when I go to pick up an actual book I am shocked and appalled by all of the heterosexuality
otp in a fanfic:*has really kinky, brutal, and obscene sex that would put the porn industry to shame*
me: *nods* wow this is really nice and very well-written
otp in a fanfic: *does the hug thing for the first time*
me:*clutches chest* *breathes heavily* *buries face in blanket* *rolls around in delight* *kicks rapidly* *various squealing and whimpering noises* *huge grin* oh mY GOD
hannahbelleeeebackup 