A reminder that Sam Wilson was speaking out against the Accords before Steve even opened his mouth once.
A reminder that Bucky Barnes lived a full two years without Steve by his side. He found himself that place in Romania alone. He decorated it alone. He taught himself how to live again alone.
A reminder that Sam and Bucky love Steve very much, but to say that Steve is the catalyst for their actions is reducing the importance of them and taking away from their character traits unfairly.
A reminder that Sam and Bucky have agency outside of Steve.
Boyfriend gets points.
He’s not using scented detergent between now and when I get there because sometimes I get overstimulated and if he has any strong smells on him, I can’t cuddle him. Also just strong scents distress me.
And I just teared up thinking of how he’s doing that. Like. He’s so sweet. That’s just… The sweetest.
HAAAA I’ve finished up to Chapter 8 of A National Icon.
So that’s 2 chapters and the Epilogue left now! 😀
…. But I now have 6 “Deleted Scenes” I wanna write, plus a Prequel.
I am writing a thing that can only be called “Wholesome Drowning Porn”
This is the kind of quality person I am
Another thing I gotta realise is I don’t need a strong justification for everything I do.
Like, I wanna write a Bucky-getting-drowned-by-Steve kink thing. And I’m trying to come up with all this intense background and reasoning. And like, it’s GOOD. But sometimes I can just write porn for the sake of porn, ya feel?
So. I am le struggling with adding the D/s to A National Icon. Because like, it’s THERE but I am a super HIGH PROTOCOL person and so writing D/s from a non-High Protocol way is really hard and challenging to me, and I THINK I’m getting the D/s in there but it’s just so so so hard to tell. UGH.
hannahbelleeeebackup 