And let it be said… Despite me having an inferiority complex… I’d rather be going “hmmm my process could use a lot more polishing” and improve it than to not even be aware of it needing an improvement and just continuing. Like. Why keep doing the same terrible thing over and over when I can *learn* and improve as a result?

It’s more that I just feel ashamed that my process is so…. Eh. And once I’ve had some sleep, I’ll reevaluate my process and improve it. Because that’s what I always strive to do.

But for now. Inferiority complex mixed with the arrogance of going from being the smartest kid at school to being super duper average at uni, and being suddenly insecure and scared. Except… With writing!

It’s just sucky to realise is all 😂