What a fucking shitshow.

So I got to have my first panic attack in two years today over everything. 

I woke up to some really horrible stuff. And it just kept pouring in all day.

I’m okay. I had some love and support from friends. But a few key people haven’t reached out which is heart wrenching. But I press on. 

But seriously. I have dealt with SO MUCH BULLSHIT from people in the last day. It’s been horrific. And tbh, I’ve had more support than bullshit, but it’s hard to see past it.

I feel entirely invalidated… Even though everyone is doing their best. Just. FFS.

I’m exhausted. So exhausted. 

So I’m ordering Nando’s and curling up to watch Political Animals because I need to research ❤