i’ve never been this bare

Hooooo.

Saw bare the musical tonight. It’s been one of my favourites since I was… 16? 17? And I’m 27 now. I wrote essays on this musical in like, all my classes. I wrote songs based on this musical. 

It was so amazing to finally see the musical that I’ve been obsessively playing on and off for years. Like, I’d obsess for years… then have a break.. then obsess again. And ahhhhh.

I thought I’d be able to hold off tears, but nahhhhh, there were tears.

This month has been a little bit regressive. I’ve rewatched shows from my teenage years, read my favourite books from my teen years… And it’s been oddly healing. And inspiring. I’m remembering my original inspirations, and it just… feels good, when everything else hurts.