So here I am with a fic idea…

And realising that my main character is a lot like me. I never mean for that to happen but I wish there were more characters I could relate to… So I’m like sitting here designing her and then going “wait. Wait. This is me, but in wishful thinking”

Ugh. And I can never tell if that’s a terrible thing or a good thing because it’s slightly more representation of mental illness, and a flawed but good character, and I know it’s fucking accurate, because it’s literally how I live 😂